But Did You Die Though!?!?
I am not certain what in the Universe as to why 2019 seemed to be such a hard year for most of us, but I know that I truly believe in my heart every low place prepares us for our high places!!!!! *cues Marvin Sapp's "Place of Worship* With that being said, GLOOORRRYYY!!! If like me 2019 was difficult for you, and you are reading this, the good news is that you SURVIVED IT!!!!!! OH TO BE KEPT BY JESUS! I definitely give Him the honor for keeping me!!! I also give myself a pat on the back for not giving up because BAYBAY!!!!!!!!!!! I literally just laughed out loud because in the midst you feel so hopeless, but when I think about the fact that I have survived 100% of my worse days and hard times it becomes a little comical. Like GOD NEVER FAILS. I can honestly say this year I made a decision to surrender to God and it has been so scary. The fear of the unknown is a mother and once I surrendered control and my ability to control my faith was put to the test. Now that it is the last day of 2019 I can't help but reflect on the fact that this year was filled with much more good than bad. It has truly been a blessed year and I am truly grateful! THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!
As a dreamer and over achiever, I spend a lot of time focusing on what's next and not as much time focused on what is. This is something that I was intentional about working on this year. The reality is that although I am not where I want to be, I am not where I could be and I have lived a blessed life. I was asked what my 2020 goals are and I responded that I do not have any specific goals. I want to continue to be on the journey of becoming the best version of me. I have put a lot of desires out into the Universe, prayed a lot of prayers, and sowed some good seeds. 2020 is now about ALLOWING! I want my focus to continue to be on being grateful, doing my best, loving myself at my best and worse, and allowing my creative juices to just flow. Everything God has for me is already mine!!!!!!
I am so proud of what CreaTiff Expressions LLC has become. Thank you to those who have supported my dream. I am so grateful for you. I am excited for what the New Year will bring me and my business. HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVES!!!!!!!